to mx and tiff,
i'm really sorry.
dont ask me why am i sorry but i just am.
i feel as though i haven been much
of a friend lately. not quite myself either.
i feel miserable. i feel stuck.
i just wanna hide behind the party lights.
it seems like only behind the darkness
can i truely feel myself and not bother
about all the matters around me.
or rather a place for me to hide.
i dont know what im hiding from
or who im hiding from. truth is, im scared.
i feel like a failure.


/ i dont wish to lose myself for good
but im fading into the air.